Today was quite nice. Even though I didn’t get to spend much time snuggling with Matt. I spoke to Matt’s mum about what I’d like. Showed her the pushchair and car seat. And she said she’ll get them for us. Like I said before, I didn’t expect her to, it’s really nice of her.
Matt’s kinda finally got around to the idea of me being pregnant. Before, he just put his hand on my belly whenever I said the baby was kicking, now he puts his hand on my belly when we lay down straight away. Today he greeted me by saying “look at my little baby” whilst feeling my bump, “it’s little Matty”. Lol. Quite sweet! I know he’ll be a great dad anyway, cus he’s really good with children and they just love him.
Also, we had dinner at my home today cus it’s the mid autumn festival. And it’s the first time he’s been round for dinner since I’ve told my parents the news. They were fine. I was dreading them asking him a million and one questions.
So all in all, it’s been a good day.
I’m sooo excited for my scan tomorrow. I really hope my baby is ok and there’s nothing wrong. I can’t wait to see him/her!

Finished work early today (a whole 10 mins, woo), and when I got home, I had food waiting for me. Yes.
Tomorrow’s plans are to go to the gym, chill (possibly carry on with my clear out) and go see Matthew.
I also told my cousin the news yesterday, she’s really excited. I’m just waiting for her to be less busy (she currently has a house guest) so we can have a chat and she can give me some much needed advice on what stuff to buy!
I’m really happy at the moment… although this morning on my way to town I did get a bit of road rage, personally, I blame the hormones… but there are some utter idiots on the road. I was tempted to buy some more baby clothes, but let’s face it, the unisex stuff isn’t amazing and I just end up looking at all the girl clothes!
Matt reckons it’s a girl cus he wants a boy and I reckon it’s a boy cus I want a girl… So we can’t wait to find out.  

Still pretty knackered. I was going to go gym today. But my legs are aching from swimming and my previous gym session. So I’ll go on Monday.
I’m dragging my sister along too. :p so I’ll have a gym buddy from now on… I hope!
I’ve got a package to pick up at the post office (my shoes) which I am excited for! I’m going to wear them at Matt’s gig.
Also, I have a huge spot above my lip, like a madonna piercing (opposite side of a monroe). Anyway, I can’t pop it, which sucks!
Now I’m going to eat breakfast, cus I’m soo hungry. Matt and I are trying to eat smaller portions for our dinners, and try not to eat so late. We used to eat at about 8 sometimes. Which is pretty late. At my house we eat at 6. :p
I’m not looking forward to work later. It’s going to suuuuck!

Instead of waiting til noon for my first meal, is really beneficial!
I had my largest meal of the day at lunch instead of dinner time. And I had a large McDonald’s chips for dinner (it’s not great, but I didn’t order a burger at least!). I wasn’t that hungry, but the trek up that hill worked up my appetite a bit!
Today we went to the park and took the dog for a walk.
Then later on, Matt and I went to another park to watch the sun set. So lot’s of activeness today.

I’ll probably upload the pics from today and matt’s birthday tomorrow. :)

a bit sad.

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Today Matt and I went to Birmingham. People were quite nice today! We got fresh cupcakes rather than the ones that were out on display! Sooooo moist!
Also we got fresh donuts from the conveyer belt!
I treated Matt to one of my fave foods, Thai! So yummy. We must go there again!
I didn’t buy much as I couldn’t justify spending money for the hell of it! I wanted to buy an instant back for my Diana. But I left it. Even though it was 20% off! Matt said he’d go halves with me which was nice. But it’s not something I desperately need.
Also, we nearly died on the motorway! But luckily we didn’t. So bloody scary!

And my final thought of the day.
I really hate how Matt speaks sometimes.
We grew up/ live in different parts of Leicester. We went to different schools and have very different friends although some of them are mutual. It really does show how these things affect your language etc.

Today I seen a picture of his friend with a girl and asked “Is that Gaz’s new girlfriend?”
In which he replied “I think it’s just the bird he’s nailing.”

It’s probably not a big deal to most people. But I think the way he worded it was just vile. Why not “it’s just the girl he is seeing” or something? Why “nailing”? Eurgh!

On that note, I bid thee goodnight!

And I’ve been limping all the way back to the car. We’re home now. I’m not sleepy yet. But I guess I should try to get some rest.
It was such an awesome gig. All 3 acts were awesome. And it’s always lovely to see Dan in the flesh. Wowza. Lol. Matt almost fell asleep on the drive home which was pretty shit worthy. He has to wake up at 5 for work, bless him, so it’s been a long day.

Matt is going to our friend’s mum’s funeral tomorrow (well, I know him through Matt). It’s so sad, and sudden. I thought she was on the mend. :( either way, RIP Kath.
I bought some stuff before Matt picked me up. Will try them on and if I like I’ll blog about it.
Anyway time to shower and maybe watch some shows. New girl has made me a bit sad! I just know how it’s going to end. When will they make the new series? Wah!!

there were more bloggers who are my size or bigger. Some one with curves too!
I’m not saying I don’t enjoy the girls I follow… but when you need a bit of inspiration in regards to certain type of clothes, you want someone you can look at as an example.
Of course short skirts and shorts are going to look fantastic on a girl who has a tiny frame and slim thighs… And yes, great you can get away with wearing sheer blouses without having to put a cami underneath it! 
It’s a bit annoying being a 10-12 when you’re not classed as anything in the world of fashion… You’re not skinny enough to be a regular model and not big enough to be counted as plus sized. Where does that even leave us?
If anyone knows any decent bloggers size 10 (and above) I would love you to tell me! 

… hence why I am on here. :P
My boss bought us pizza. I could only eat 2 slices though. Pizza fills me up too quickly.
I am hungry now, unfortunately.
Tomorrow I am going out with my friend Laura again… she’s only got a few days til she’s due! Excited. I hope she doesn’t pop whilst we’re out! Lol.
It occurred to me today that I can wear flesh coloured tights with my shorts, if I do get self conscious about my legs/ stretch marks. Although I won’t be able to wear flipflops (which are my fave kind of footwear). I like having my feet free. Lol.
Anyway, I’ve been a bit boring recently and not really bought much… but I’m a bit skint (by skint I mean that I don’t have any money in my current account, the savings is off limits!) I just had to pay for my exam in June. Wah!
And then some of my bills are due next week. Growing up is not how I imagined… Bleh! 

I’m seeing Laura again.

Last week had lunch and looked around the shops and it was fun! It didn’t feel awkward despite us not seeing each other for such a long time. Like I mentioned previously, we’ve known each other since we were 5.

I think being pregnant and expecting a child has changed her for the better. She used to be a big fuck up. I won’t lie, at one point I just cut her out of my life, because she was bringing me down with her. I’ve given her a few chances to come back into my life, but she always let me down. Despite being a really harsh person at times, I am forgiving. I don’t forget though.

She told me why she isn’t with the baby’s father, and I’m shocked that history had repeated itself. I’m glad she’s managed to get out of the relationship. I hope she meets someone who doesn’t treat her like he did and how her ex did.

Anyway, I’m glad we’re on good terms again. I quite enjoy having someone I can shop with. She even asked me to go on a night out (once baby has been born) which is nice. It makes a change from going out with a bunch of lads all the time. I kinda like have a girl friend and talk girly stuff about (even though we are far from girly). Haha.

Matthew took me out for a lovely meal. I think I ate too much!
My stomach still hasn’t adjusted from the absence of eating out and takeaways for a month. Ugh.  

for a while. I probably won’t post as much cus I need to get my priorities straight… or buy as much crap cus I need to save my money.

I wish I had a student loan that I could just spend on stuff that isn’t necessary… (I know most of you do). :P

Once my exams are over, I’m going to try my hardest to find a job… as I haven’t been looking recently. I sooo wish I can get a better job. I mean, where I work pays ok. I just want to get my career going, rather than just doing meaningless jobs. 
 

is to spend Monday & Tuesday revising before work for Wednesday’s mock.
Wednesday revising for Thursday’s mock.
Thursday, I will see Matthew.
Friday & Saturday I have work.
Pack on Sunday.
Leave early on Monday.
Come back on Tuesday.
Another mock on Wednesday AND work.
Another mock on Thursday…
PLUS it’s mine and Matt’s anniversary. Wah. So busy!